Three Things I Hate About You

Una sa lahat, ayaw ko sa mga taong MAYAYABANG.

Pangalawa, ayaw ko sa mga taong feeling nila eh HINDI SILA NAGKAKAMALI.

At higit sa lahat, galit na galit ako sa mga taong NAPAKASINUNGALING!


If you are so fuckin' bored with your fucked up life, don't hate me because I am happy. And if you fuckin' hate me, don't ever... and I mean EVER!!!!!... think that I like you. I know. Sucks to be you, right?

You think you're frickin' perfect? Get a fuckin' life! You don't even know what you're doing! You suck! You don't think with your head! You don't actually think at all!

You think people like you? Everyone hates you. Everyone wants to be away from you.

Gad! I never thought I'd be this mad again! I DO NOT DESERVE ANY OF THIS. Putangina.

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Each person has his boiling point.








Kaya advise ko sa inyo - take the risk. You can never can tell. Just burn the bridge when you get there. Life is shorts. If you make a mistake, we'll just pray for the internal and external repose of your soul. I second emotion.

JOSH

I


HEART





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All the days of my week
I google the name I dare not seek
The boy with the fine dark hair
My beloved, my despair


(Inspired by Helga)

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But seriously,
the past few days...
I thought of nothing but Josh.

I planned to go to Davao.
I wanted to go soooo bad just to see him.

He was sooooo near...
... yet, so far.

And now, he's leaving for HK.

I love Josh.
I love Josh.
I love Josh.

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What made my day:

Josh

Period

I hate it when it's that time of the month for me. I get depressed. As in way too depressed.

I tend to overanalyze. I tend to get too worried.

Maybe this is not for me.
Maybe it's time to move on.
Maybe it's time that I make myself happy.

I wish I pursued acting. But I was toooo f**kin' lazy to attend my drama classes when I was a kid. I instead kept myself busy with Barbie Dolls, Polly Pocket, My Little Pony, G.I. Joe, Matchbox and video games.

I'm soooooooooooooooo tired.


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What made my day:


My second cousin's e-mail. With photos of my loves Brooke, Savannah, Claire, Justin and Jayden.

I miss babysitting Jayden.

Maybe I should be a babysitter, then I'll be happy. Maybe.