Three Things I Hate About You

Una sa lahat, ayaw ko sa mga taong MAYAYABANG.

Pangalawa, ayaw ko sa mga taong feeling nila eh HINDI SILA NAGKAKAMALI.

At higit sa lahat, galit na galit ako sa mga taong NAPAKASINUNGALING!


If you are so fuckin' bored with your fucked up life, don't hate me because I am happy. And if you fuckin' hate me, don't ever... and I mean EVER!!!!!... think that I like you. I know. Sucks to be you, right?

You think you're frickin' perfect? Get a fuckin' life! You don't even know what you're doing! You suck! You don't think with your head! You don't actually think at all!

You think people like you? Everyone hates you. Everyone wants to be away from you.

Gad! I never thought I'd be this mad again! I DO NOT DESERVE ANY OF THIS. Putangina.

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Each person has his boiling point.








Kaya advise ko sa inyo - take the risk. You can never can tell. Just burn the bridge when you get there. Life is shorts. If you make a mistake, we'll just pray for the internal and external repose of your soul. I second emotion.

JOSH

I


HEART





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All the days of my week
I google the name I dare not seek
The boy with the fine dark hair
My beloved, my despair


(Inspired by Helga)

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But seriously,
the past few days...
I thought of nothing but Josh.

I planned to go to Davao.
I wanted to go soooo bad just to see him.

He was sooooo near...
... yet, so far.

And now, he's leaving for HK.

I love Josh.
I love Josh.
I love Josh.

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What made my day:

Josh

Period

I hate it when it's that time of the month for me. I get depressed. As in way too depressed.

I tend to overanalyze. I tend to get too worried.

Maybe this is not for me.
Maybe it's time to move on.
Maybe it's time that I make myself happy.

I wish I pursued acting. But I was toooo f**kin' lazy to attend my drama classes when I was a kid. I instead kept myself busy with Barbie Dolls, Polly Pocket, My Little Pony, G.I. Joe, Matchbox and video games.

I'm soooooooooooooooo tired.


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What made my day:


My second cousin's e-mail. With photos of my loves Brooke, Savannah, Claire, Justin and Jayden.

I miss babysitting Jayden.

Maybe I should be a babysitter, then I'll be happy. Maybe.

It's too late a post but...

... who's hotter?

OR

Apparently, Jerky's too blind to see who's hot and who's not.

Jerky's still hot, though. But his choice makes me want to barf.



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What made my day:

I just found out I share the same birthday with Sophia! Cancer rules!!!

Resident Evil-ing in YouTube

I just can't believe I spent two amazing hours watching Resident Evil speed run for Jill in YouTube.

Kudos to this guy who posted the video. I've played RE: Director's Cut in PS but the GameCube version is just way too great. The stroyline is a bit different. I just hate the VO... It sounds so gay... and the ending is a bit disappointing... But just watching the whole gameplay makes me want to play the entire series again.

Bads: I didn't even know what happened to Barry or Wesker here. The way this guy killed Tyrant was kinda lame. That's Tyrant! It wasn't supposed to be easy. But ah... the power of Magnum. Had I known that Magnum was THAT powerful, i would've used it all the time. But no, I was too tipid with my ammo.

Goods: The daggers were great! Using it to stab the zombies right through their eyes and neck was so much fun! The zombie dogs (Cerberus) and sharks (Neptune) improved on their attacks. And the zombies were waaay tooooo aggressive!

But hey, finishing the game without even maximizing the herbs and aid sprays is just as impressive.

And I thought I knew everything about RE. I miss RE. :-(

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Others:

Jill Valentine is so sexy when she walks. Leon Kennedy's still a hottie. Chris Redfield's cool in his costume change. Ada Wong looks like Posh. Rebecca Chambers is just as cute. I believe Albert Wesker evolved and became some monster. Barry Burton is still alive... depending on how you played RE. Steve died in Code: Veronica and that scene got me into tears. I wonder what happened to Chris and Claire Redfield after Code: Veronica.

I need more RE. One of my guiltiest guilty pleasure.

Hahaha!

Laughter is the my ultimate defense mechanism.

When I'm...

happy, sad, excited, nervous, hurt, disappointed, depressed, hungry, curious, touched, mad, angry, frustrated, flattered, surprised, scared, sleepy, worried, and all the adjectives and emotions you could think of...

I LAUGH.


But when I'm extremely...

happy, sad, excited, nervous, hurt, disappointed, depressed, hungry, curious, touched, mad, angry, frustrated, flattered, surprised, scared, sleepy, worried, and all the adjectives and emotions you could think of...

I LAUGH...

... until I cry.


Right now, I'm frustrated, nervous, depressed and mad... And I'm laughing.

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What made my day today:

Dolce Vita pickup in PDI and vaccines pickup in BM.

My Final Fantasy

The world has three Gardens: Balamb, Galbadia, and Trabia. It has a lot of cities, railroads, hidden islands, hidden treasures and magic. It also has a lot of monsters - big and small, strong and weak.

When I was introduced to the world, I was happy. I belonged to Balamb. Being a Squall, I found my Zell, my Quistis, my Selphie, my Irvine and my Rinoa. We traveled the world, fought monsters, drew magic, collected Guardian Forces. We did everything together.

All of a sudden, a war broke out. We went to Galbadia and everything was chaotic. Students running around, monsters chasing them. We later learned that Trabia had already been destructed. Sorceress Edea was believed to be behind the pandemonium because of her obsession to dominate the world.

I am now in the middle of that war. I wish I could summon my Guardian Forces - Ifrit, Diablo, Shiva, Leviathan, Bahamut and Eden - in one go. But then, I realized that no matter how many times I summon my strong Guardian Forces, they will never be as powerful as Renzokuken.

I must now find the Lion Heart. Using the Ragnarok, I must go to Island Closest to Hell and Island Closest to Heaven to train myself, try my best to reach my limit break and perfect my Renzokuken using the Lion Heart. I must increase my powers to its maximum level to be able to face the stronger monsters, Adel, Edea, and then Ultimecia.

With Zell's Ehrgeiz, Quistis' Save The Queen, Irvine's Exeter, Selphie's Strange Vision and Rinoa's Shooting Star, and the help of Cast Magic and our Guardian Forces, I know in the end, our team will be victorious. And the world will once again be peaceful.

Our team can go to a different world for another greater adventure. This is our team. We have each other's back. If Squall goes, Zell goes. If Zell goes, Quistis goes. If Quistis goes, Selphie goes. If Selphie goes, Irvine goes. If Irvine goes, Rinoa goes. Whichever order.

I guess life is our final fantasy. We'll meet a lot of Sphinxaras, Traumas, Catoblepases, Tiamats, Omega and Ultima Weapons, Adels, and even Wedges and Biggses who will always bring us down. We'll also meet a lot of Ifrits, Diablos, Seifers, Raijins, Fujins and Edeas who will fight us, for us to give our best in every challenge. And the most important of all, we'll meet our Zells, Selphies, Irvines, Rinoas, Quistises and Squalls who will stick with us no matter what happens.

not important

HINDI NGA IMPORTANTE EH! Ano ba'ng hindi naiintindihan d'yan?

Isa lang tayo. Ang ikababagsak mo, ikababagsak ko rin. At ang ikababagsak ko, ikababagsak mo rin. Imbes na idiin mo 'ko at magturuan tayo kung sino ang mali, magtulungan nalang tayo. Tao lang ako, nagkakamali rin. Kung sila Superman, Batman, o kahit ang X-Men, isama mo na rin si Brad Pitt at Leonardo DiCaprio eh nagkakamali rin, tayo pa kaya? Sana ikaw din, kahit isang beses lang sa tanan ng buhay mo, eh matanggap mo na nagkakamali ka rin. Kaya kung tatanungin mo ako kung ano ang tingin ko sa relasyon natin... alam mo na ang sagot.

it's that time of the month.

I hate it...

... when local networks tap my low-profile celeb crushes to appear in their pa-cute pre-teen shows.

Don't lose it, Matteo!

Paris... and some smut

She drove recklessly, didn't care of other people's lives and spent some time in jail but why am I so envious of Paris Hilton?

All networks bid for her first ever out-of-jail interview. Heard lowest bid was $1 mil.

So this is the price you pay for being careless if you're Paris.

I want.

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smuts:

RIP, Chris Benoit. Initial investigation shows he killed his wife and son first, then killed himself. Why?

Nathan is hotter than Lucas now. Probably because he's gonna be a dad at 18?